Day 04
Well today I am finallyyyyy homee. I can’t believe it. I walked in my house and right then and there I smelled my own sweet little house. Don’t you guys have that smell in your house that’s it’s only there? Well for me, every house I go to has their own smell. OKAY BESIDES THE SMELL.. my puppy was there. We had a moment<3 I raided the fridge and savored everything, trying to get the hospital food taste out of my mouth. The rest of the day I’ve just been laying here, on ze web stalking people on facebook. Oh when boredum gets to you. I started reading emails on scholarships and realized I haven’t applied to not even one damn scholarship. It’s pathetic. No wonder my guidance councelor hates me. She gave up on me and just started sending my mother the emails on scholarships and college. I decided that I’m staying here for college. Atleast the first 2 years. I’m hoping the other two, I finish at North Carolina University (dream college). I looked up the requirements and thankfully you don’t need to be a genius to actually attend the university.
Tomorrow hopefully will be a more exciting day. I haven’t gone out with my friends in weeks thanks to being sick, so while my friends are at school tomorrow, I will have a special date with my mom at frankies pizza then at the movies where we’re going to watch Avatar. It will be oodles of fun.. -.- haah.
That’s it for noww, xx :)
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today was pretty much the same as yesturday. I’ve been in the hospital all day so nothing special has been going on. Thankfully I got a new room and it has a window O.O it’s crazy i know. I keep looking outside, especially now since it’s night time and the street lights are so beautiful. I never really take the time to look outside and see the dark night or the lights, but now that I do, I do it daily. This morning I was awoken by my evil nurse, which took my vitals. Which are taking my blood pressure and seeing If I have a fever or not. I didn’t so that was good. She also checked my I.V which was unnecessary because the bitch that did it put a million pieces of tape on my arm so I already know I’m going to recieve a free mini wax on my arm. Then I had nasty breakfast, and then nasty lunch. I hate hospital food, ugh. I forced my mom to go to mcdonalds and bring me a bacon and cheese angus before I die of food poisoning here.
Today I randomly recieved a facebook chat from a guy that I haven’t talked to in ages. We never liked eachother or anything, he was actually a friend. He told me one of his friends thought I was cute. Seriously guys, here’s a little advice :) We are no longer in the sixth grade. Please, if you find someone attractive add them yourself. Don’t tell your friend to tell me to add you. It’s not.. manly I guess. I don’t know.
Anyways, I’ll post some more pictures tonight out of much boredum :D
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Well once again I’m back at the fucking hospital. They finally diagnosed me with mono. I have never felt so much pain in my throat in my life. I feel like there’s so much nasty crap in there I can’t even swallow. But enough with disgusting you guys. I really appreciate all the new followers! I will follow all of you back :) Thanks so much! So I have come to the conclusion hospital food all taste like shit. I’ve tried the pizza, the burgers, the sandwiches. Even the damn cookies taste horrible.
At the moment, I’m laying on this very comfortable bed though. It moves every 3 seconds though and the noise is getting on my last nerve, but besides that.. It’s comfy :D I’m watching Austin Powers and now that I’m actually watching the whole thing, it’s…stupid. The whole plot is ridiculously stupid. Anyways, I’m also on facebook and wow facebook is getting boring. I’m sick of people putting up status and new relationship statuses. Just depresses me even more.
So I’m getting pretty tired but will probably write some more later when more interesting things pop in my head :)
So this is officially the first day of a whole new year with new experiences and memories. I’m graduating this year which is even scarier. 2009 was definitely an unforgettable year. I lost friends, gained friends, realized who I am and to be satisfied with who I am, discovered new things, made memories, tried new things, had bad days, good days, plain shitty days, and days that you can’t stop smiling the entire day. I just hope this year brings more health, happiness and love than the last. Not saying the last didn’t have, but a tad more wouldn’t hurt anyone. I’m hoping it’s not full with heart aches and illness, but filled with love and amazing experiences. This New Years Eve was spent laying on the couch eating cold pizza with my mom watching the ball drop in NY on the television. My parents have been fighting a lot recently, but I never thought it would have come to this. At around 9 yesterday, they were fighting their daily fights and suddenly he grabbed his keys and pills and walked out of the door. I never would have thought my mom would be crying on my shoulders. I didn’t know what to do. I just stayed silent while she let it all out. She told me they were separating. I found my dad the next day sleeping on the couch. After he woke, he got dressed and took off. He got home not that long ago. I’m just praying this doesn’t mean the start of the new year will conclude how the rest of the year will turn out..
